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2009-10-28T00:49:00.002+02:00

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I'ti iubesc puiut de fata
Ochii dulci, caprui si calzi...
Cei pe care vreau o data,
In sarutul meu sa'i scalzi!...

Cand pierduti de'o clipa treaza
Se inchid la loc usor...
Cand tandretea se aseaza
Peste lacrimile lor...!

Si'a pleoapelor arcade
Moi, din perle alburii
De pe'a caror margini cade
Umbra genelor pustii...

Cand suvitele dorm peste
Tremuratul lor virgin!...
Tu, s'adormi la o poveste...
Eu, sa pot gusta din plin!

Sa te lasi apoi furata
De dorintele ce dor!
Capul sa'ti inclini pe spate,
Catre buze sa cobor...

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Dinspre seara cu furtuna,
Ceru'n fulgere arzand,
Pana puful cetii'aduna
Zorii zilei tremurand...

Iar atunci, frumoasa fata,
Sa'nviem iubito iar!
Sa te'apropii inc'odata!
Sa'ti sarut ochii fugar...

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Inocenta pierduta (romanian)

2009-10-28T00:10:00.001+02:00

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In lacrimile din amurg
Privind adânc o alta data,
Prin vechea albie inramata,
Vad astrii care plâng si curg...

Vad clipele de nicaieri,
Ce'atunci formau o poezie...
Vad patru ani si inc'o mie
De saptamani pierdute ieri!

Atunci cand nu erai sau cand
Nu cunosteam gustul durerii...
Cand n'auzeam vocea tacerii
Si, inca, nu radeam plângând!...

Ce cald era odinioara!...
Si viata imi parea nimic!
Acum mi'e teama ca's prea mic!
Azi, temerile ma doboara...

Tremura azi pe'oglinda serii
Conturul culmilor cu fagi...
Ca un poem cu tente vagi,
Dintr'un sarut, pe limba verii!...

Iar discul lunii, ud si clar,
Timid, prin ochii mei razbate!
S'aud din nou cum vântul bate
Si greierii cum cânta iar...!

Dar ce folos mai am, iubire?...
Traind doar pentru'a'mi amintii,
De cate nopti mai pot fugii,
Hranind o moarta amintire...??

De cand te'astept!... De ce nu vii?!
Sa spargi peretele de gheata!
Sa'mi dai, din sângele tau, viata!...
Iubito'astept sa ma invii!

Sa fi copilul blând, cu mine...
Prinzandu'mi mâna in a ta,
Sa ma înveti cum pot schimba
Parerile de rau, in bine!...

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In loc de poveste... (romanian)

2009-10-27T19:18:00.001+02:00

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Salut, fluturas din sufletul meu!
Sunt eu, care stiu ca esti tu,
Un inger ce plânge cu mine mereu
Cand ploaia'i tacere si tacerea sunt eu,
Cand vreau sa adormi si tu, nu...

Adormi, ca sa uiti de zilele gri,
De visele roz, de cosmar!...
De mine, de tine, de tot ce nu sti,
De tot ce ai fost si de tot ce vei fi
In secolul nostru amar!

Adormi, sa'ti trezesc sânul drept si cel stâng
Apoi sa trezesc un rubin...
Pe coapsele tale lucide sa plâng,
Pe râuri albastre, adânci, care strâng
Rubinul închis si virgin...!

Adormi, ca in tine un cântec sa scriu,
Cu versuri pe care le'am sters
Din fluxul organic cu care descriu
Durerea, iubirea si cat de mult stiu
Sa par de nubil si pervers...

Adormi fluturas, dormi calm si senin...
Eu, calm, pe spate te'asez;
Dezmierd trupul tau cu ulei de ricin,
Apoi in culori din rasina de pin
Si alge târzii, te pictez...!...

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Nascut in Martie'a lui '83 (romanian)

2009-10-27T18:59:00.001+02:00

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Nascut in Martie'a lui '83
La sapte luni, sub comunism,
Timid si pur ca de'obicei,
Lipsit de ura si snobism!

Rade'au domnite'ncetisor,
Cu ghiocei albastrii'n san...
In prima zi din Martisor,
Cand eu le inganam plângând...

Curge'au pe geamul maternal
Picurii ploii, dusi de vânt...
Eu înotam înspre aval
Iar viata imi dadea avânt!

Crezur'atunci ca o sa mor!...
Erau prea siguri c'or sa scape!
Dar le'am dat teapa tuturor
Si n'am lasat sa ma îngroape!

Incubatorul, patru luni
Mi'a dat tandretea lui aparte...
Si ne'am iubit ca doi nebuni
Pan' le'a venit a ne desparte...!

Pe'aleea Linistei, Sibiu
Viata trecea in nemurire
Cand eu faceam fara sa stiu
Primii mei pasi spre amintire...

Si'un vânt batea din rasarit
Ce aducea miros de tei...!
Eu inspiram nelinistit
Parfumul verii lui '83...

Treceau domnite'ncetisor
Cu Don' Juanii strânsi de mana...
In prima zi a lui Cuptor
Ce'n amintiri o sa'mi ramana...!

Si n'am sa uit pân'am sa mor...
De prima mea iubita vara
Si prima zi din Martisor
Cand eu am plâns in prima seara...!

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Tacere (romanian)

2009-10-27T18:32:00.002+02:00

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Oh! Am atata nevoie de voi!...
Atunci cand se varsa'n sufletu'mi vara
Si'afara e cald atunci cand vine seara
Si numar o mie si una de oi!...

Cand vad ca somnu'i pustiu
Si simt cearceaful prea ud langa piele...
Cand ele coboara, iubitele mele
Cu gânduri ascunse in tot ce nu stiu!

Din ochi, atunci, o lacrima'mi cade...
Înclestez maxilarul privind in tavan!
Ma'nbraca o raza de'a lunii, in van!
Prea alba si rece, ce sufletu'mi arde!...

Ma'ntorc cu fata'n perete.
Imi strang genunchii si'o mana întind
Spre'o lume ascunsa de ziduri, stiind
Ca toate sunt vise si toate regrete...!...

Oh! Cata nevoie aveti voi de mine...!
Traindu'va visul, mascand un cosmar!
Cand, azi, sunteti singuri si maine cand iar
Tot somnul va piere iar seara tot vine...

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Return

2009-10-27T18:10:00.001+02:00

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I lived all those times
When all was just sand,
So empty of life, tears and rhymes...
All dark and so hidden! When was
No message to send
No matters, no filings, good actions or crimes!...

In those darkest nights my dreamland you knew
That my dreams are more, so much more.
I dreamed all the future long years before!
Plus, minus a few...
When time proved to be such a whore!...

I look now behind
And i see all dark!...
So, i take a book, refreshing my mind...
I open the hell and i find
An old, yellow mark,
Where i am described much older and blind!...

I've grown in the past and now i feel small!
Waiting my birth and to die!...
I drink all my milk and i learn how to cry...
I learn how to fall,
To stop asking life, asking 'why?'...

I don't have a clue
How life now becamed
To have just one colour of tenderness blue!...
My dreams are now block'd and i start
To love clouds of rain!
The clouds where is written with hail, belldeblue... bb

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Killed twice

2009-10-27T17:56:00.001+02:00

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Are just three meters from the door...
One little step from single table...
And from my pen, one inch, no more
But to reach them, i am not able...!

It's too much smoke... I fill your miss
With crowds of nicotine and tears...
Are weakest moments just like this,
When i need you to crush my fears!...

Oh...! Smell my words and tell me why
I feel the same, like my cigars!?
Why smoke, sometimes, don't make's me cry...?
And why my lips are full of scars...?

Why i see your reflected pain
In clouds of sin, around my bed?
Why i feel lonely when is rain
And when she's gone i am still sad...?

Come, taste my pillow... Taste my taste!
Open the doors for losted knocker...
Be one with screamings from the locker!...
Be voice of moments that i waist...

Come, wash my purple wings forever
In wildest juice of crazy dirt!
Feel free to kill my ancient flirt...!
Feel free to use, like never ever...!...

Oh...! Please, be me!
Oh...! Please, be us!
Please be together...!
So, will fight! Being against, learning forever!
As one mind!
As one arm!
ONE by ONE...! belldeblue

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A suicide note

2009-10-27T17:52:00.001+02:00

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I didn't needed much. One hug, just a kiss;
Of love... Of support... Of friendship, no more...
Don't carry the guilt... I'll no longer miss
Their absence, their warm... I don't anymore!...

I'm tired of all! I gone through too many!
And all of this now will must have an end...
I know you will cry! I know you will, Emy...
Forgive me you all, my angels and friends!...

Forgive me my notebook, remember my tears...
My green, little pen your ink it will dry...
I run of my sadness, of so many fears
And let you to be the voice of my fly!...

In silence with dark, so deep and so under
The beauty of world and smoke of cigar,
Where cannot arrive the wispears or thunder!
Where can be so painless, so peacefull and far!...

There i'll remember one last happy hour
And one last good moment, when i watched the sky...
Then baby i'll open the doors of my power
To feel one last dream until i will die...!...

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Wet dream

2009-10-27T17:45:00.004+02:00

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Scanteie luna'n asfintit de seara,
Din orion planetele lucesc
Din nevazut un aer cald coboara
Purtand parfumul apelor ce cresc...!

Cu vuiet se inclin'adanc arinii
Spre'oglinzi intunecate ce'si impart,
O urma inecata a luminii
De care astrii galbeni se despart...

Si surde cresc si scad prelung afone,
Ecouri peste dealuri dinspre munti
Ce din a albiilor inalte clone,
Cununi de'arama'si leagana pe frunti!

Şi stau in barca ce pe'ascuns ingana...
Al apei tainic vals... Tremur pustiu!
Genunchii'mi ţin caietul iar in mana,
Eu ţin un pix iubire şi i'ţi scriu...

Dar cum sa'ti caut randuri potrivite?
Cand mana'mi tremura de'atatea mii
De patimi, ganduri, vise ratacite...!
Cand tot astept, dar tu nu i'mi mai scrii...

Si plang incet... Vaslind usor departe;
Tot mai adanc, prin bezna, sa citesc
A florilor de Lotus dulce carte
Cu versuri albe ce'n petale cresc...!...
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Oh...! De'aste ganduri seara se petrece...
Contur de'arcade albe'n ceruri cresc!
Mi'atat de cald şi totusi parca rece...
Iar fulgerele foile'mi citesc...!

Se'ascunde luna'n turnul ei agale,
Si'n aburi grei a stelelor făclii...
Iar lotusii ascund a lor petale...!
Eu scriu mereu, tu scumpo nu mai scrii...!..

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In memoriam

2009-10-27T17:41:00.001+02:00

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O placa in memoriam, pe'un granit
Doarme adânc cu amforele roase...
Elada scumpo, templul tau iubit,
Hrăneste'al ei trecut cu'a tale oase...

Un nume ce'a ramas, sa nu te miri,
Ca'n urma ta multi nu'si aduc aminte!...
Că'mi amintesc doar eu... Doar amintiri
I'mi vin iubito'acum mereu în minte!

Zâmbeam atunci, acuma din pământ
Plângând aştept mereu doar o cântare...
A tale buze'n al Eladei cânt
Făcând sa plânga notele amare!...

Din ochii tai adânci au renăscut
Legendele Egee'i, dulci suspine...
Zeita a Atenei fara scut
Acropola te cheamă din ruine...

Pe stânca alba, 'colo'n templu sus,
La umbra boltii tot mereu senina,
Luceasca iar privirea'ti ce'a apus
Cu raza'i clara, vesnic fara vina!

Sa cânti iubito, Grecia să o plângi!...
Sa cânti mereu şi'acuma după moarte,
Cântarea'n mii de piepturi ce o frângi,
Din Partenon răsune mai departe...

Sa plânga în cutremur alba stânca!
Coloanele'ti fie martori milenari!
Şi'n grota veche, neagra şi adânca,
În veci, uşor, respire'a tale nari...

Iar eu cândva elen voi fi cu tine,
Si pricepând al tarii tale glas...
Ţi'oi spune, scumpo, nimeni nu mai vine!...
Nimic, iubire'n urma n'a ramas!... belldeblue

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Cand tu nu erai... (romanian)

2009-10-27T17:32:00.001+02:00

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Atâţia ani au trecut...
Cei mai frumoşi!
Eram mic, nu ştiam...
Iubeam iarba verde, nisipul încins
Şi cerul albastru senin
Din primii mei ani,
Când tu nu erai...
Vedeam cum o floare se clatină'n vânt,
Dar tu s'o atingi nu puteai...
Ş'atâţia ani au fugit...
Cei mai superbi!
Ai mei au rămas!...
Închişi în celulele goale de fier
Din temniţa timpului greu!
Ş'atâta am plâns...
Când tu nu zâmbeai
În sufletul meu!...
Şi anul în care tu te'ai născut
Şi primul tău gângur şi primul sărut...
S'au dus... Le'am pierdut!...
Şi clipa când poate plângeai,
Când eu doar credeam
Că tu nu erai...
Când poate plângeam
Că tu nu erai!...
Când poate eram,
În visul tău dulce de mai...
Dar eu nu ştiam...
Că tu existai.
Unei fete...belldeblue

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S.0.S. to you

2009-10-27T17:26:00.001+02:00

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Time pass away like yellow cloud's on summer sky
I, baby, am so cold, so dry
Through falling yellow turned in cry...
Now i need wildness your hard love!
Now full this silence my large grove!
My empty day's and night's as well
So full of dreams, stories to tell,
Oh gates of heaven! Roads of hell!
Is so dark now and falling rain
Is so much cold and full of pain!...
You! Come and teach me understand
To bring my sadness to an end... -please come rock angel

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My little sweet blue girl

2009-10-27T17:15:00.002+02:00

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When water's black
And stars are lost in my blue eyes,
When moon goes back
In ancient hole so full of ice,
It's such a hard, hard night!
A big dimension without crew
What make's me feel so much for you...!
This scary long, long night!
Please baby stay for me,
My sweet blue child with rolling sleep,
Please stay awake and see,
The red what's coming from my deep...
And then your arms would keep me tight,
So warm as them can be;
Then baby you and me,
In deepest dark and longest night,
Will bring the light's of cristmas tree!... bb

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Demult

2009-10-27T16:58:00.006+02:00

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Sub norii de noiembrie, un rând stă început.
De'atâtea lacrimi toamna să'l scrie n'a mai vrut.
De'atâtea gânduri, seara, să termine un rând,
Nu a mai fost în stare văzându'mă plângând...
Cum mă gândeam la tine în vîntul dinspre nord,
La briza dinspre sud ce mi'a trezit un dor...
Un dor nestins de'un abur pierdut pe faţa ta,
În luna lui decembrie ce nu o pot uita!...

Şi'mi amintesc în van de'un zâmbet din trecut,
Pe care anii tulburi, să'l şteargă n'au putut!
Şi'aş vrea acum, târziu, să'ţi mai pot spune hai!...
Să'mi aminteşti de mai, de'o dulce lună mai...

Ce râu amar de gheaţă, iubita mea frumoasă.
Ce linişte port anii prin lumea zgomotoasă!
Şi'n urma mea iubito încep să se adune,
Să ducă'ncet în urmă, o scumpă lună iunie...

Cum mai visez iubito, atunci cum te priveam.
Cum mai suport şi mâine, în vise să te am!
Cum te'aş ruga iubito, din visele'astea nule,
Să scoţi măcar un zâmbet din vechea lună iulie...

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@WET&SALTED

2009-05-07T23:15:00.001+03:00

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I am so tired to be alone, to cry all the time... I'm so much tired to cry for losing a pet, to have only a pet to cry for! I want to have a real person to cry for, to care for... A real person, to live longer than a pet, next by me!... I'm so tired to pretend that everything is just ok, knowing that is just a fantasy and nothing more! I'm so tired to watch how i'm slowly dying... Hearing only my breath every evening when i put my head on pillow, every single night when i dream that my life is a lie and every morning when i usually lose everything i don't have and i feel more empty than a night before... This is not a real post. These are just few lines of something wet with taste of salt... Few damn tears, no more!

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@SPAM

2009-05-05T17:03:00.016+03:00

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ANY TOLERANCE FOR SPAM? WE MUST LIVE WITH IT? Oh, NO!!

I call spam that particular email, chat, comment or Twitter post message who's alterating any sociall, true conversation with technical and marketing stupid craps, which shows an overflowing greed, an aggressive temperament full of perversity and which does not interest any HUMAN KIND, whatsoever! This is that spam which about all those kids from the '90s didn't knew a damn thing yet! Our spam! More contagious than Swine Flu! More internationalized than world warr two! Being honest, i must say that i so much prefer to be kept alive and tortured on a island full of lesbians rather than being surrounded by spammers! Brrr!! At list girls can be begged and can be easyly touched by many roses, kisses and rivers of tears, but... With spammers doesn't work that way! I imagine my self living in a kind world, a world of hippies... Back in '69, in the sweet summer of '69... Keeping my baby tight... Kissing her neck... Watching her deep eyes and asking her...
- Hey, sweet June, what we'll gonna do tonight?... And her answering...
- We'll send love letters to the moon...
:-) Capturing a moment from '69... From black and white... From legend! Far away from you spammers and ignorants! Howgh, idiots! Sorry for those kind persons who're not spammers!

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@LOVE

2009-05-05T15:55:00.004+03:00

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What about love baby? What about love?...

Love means tenderness and emotional support, not sex! Ok? Just for you to know. Today i'm angry and hungry after Love... I'm angry because, if i'd come now to see your updates on Twitter, I'll see 40% trying to sell me something, 30% trying to promote an website, 29% talking about some particular, technicall stuff and only 11% about LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, FRIENDSHIP & LOVE, what we all need so much! Why, why, why???! Oh, oh...! "give me an computer and 3 months of internet connexion and I'll change the world!" Anonymous quote. I'd teach you for what was internet made from the first place! For getting people out from this real and boring and miserable and ugly and, and sadic and criminal LIFE, that's why! And i'm not talking here about that military project from '60s-'80s ! I try to describe for you that big turn from the '90s and web's transition between '95-2000, when everyone were talking about love, Love, LOve, LOVe and only LOVE! And when the word spam was totally unknown in his entirely form and color...! Oh... What times...! I didn't knew, back then, the meaning of term "website" and i were so much happier... But, now, i must endure your ignorancy and to be stressed by your SPAM, making me swallow smoke of cigar after cigar to die younger and virgin!!! No way!! I'll change the whole world wide web and I'll bring all LOVE back and I'll kick you out! Ok?! Bye, Bye!

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@FINDTORINOW

2009-05-03T19:52:00.009+03:00

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"Eight years old Victoria(Tori) Stafford has been missing since April 8th from Woodstock, Ontario. Tori has a short, blond hair, blue eyes, is about 4'6'' and 62 pounds. She was wearing a black "Hannah Montana" jacket with a white fur-lined hood when she went missing" - from ToriComeHome.com .

Please don't let Tori become just another victim of monsters! Please don't let your kids to come home alone from schools and watch them everytime they go out to play, especially if you are living in town, where your kids are much more exposed to many strangers! Are so many Twitter users from U.S. and Canada like you, who maybe, read my post right now! Please search for Tori and for other kids like her who're missing from their homes, in your area! See also robotic sketch of the suspect in Tori's case from ToriComeHome.com and find the monster too! If you have the impression that you've just seen Tori or a suspicious guy like that from the robotic sketch, call urgent to:
Oxford Community Police - 519-421-2800 ,
Woodstock Police Dep. - 519-537-2323 or
call to:
Crime Stoppers(anonymous)- 1-800-222-TIPS !

If we, adults, cry and hardly support a physical or emotional pain, IMAGINE A CHILD DOING IT! I think that a person who can harm a CHILD is much more than a monster! FIND TORI!

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@FAITH&IRONY

2009-05-02T01:43:00.004+03:00

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Second hand flu vaccine!

Piggy is a pet raised only for the holly reason of being made harakiri by our greed and hunger for tasty things. Ok. This is clear enough and, for now, simple. But what if those piggy, not borned or dead yet, have put all their pieces of idea together, starting a very complex conspiration called "Second Hand Flu Vaccine"??? Mented to put us all down, this conspiracy will enter in legend like the biggest terrorist attack from all times and will inspire many Bollywood producers to launch many C class movies, W class actors and one hell of the movie who will gain all Oscars by the power of his name: "Blood, Knifes and Ham" and many more remakes will rise up the whole legend from the dust long years after with great box office hits, like: "Return of The Pig", "Unknown Intelligence", "Damn Farm", "Small Eyes in Dark" and "Burning Steake"... etc. ! Now, if this is really a plot planned by the pigs against humans, than so be it! But, if this is a conspiration of humans against pigs, than i so wonder my self... What the "..." C.I.A. agents do?!!!? RT please!
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@IDIOTICFLU

2009-05-01T22:13:00.010+03:00

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@IdioticFlu

Who the hell are those stupid worms who let tourists arrived from Mexico to get out from Airports?!!! Shoot them all!!! The guilt of those responsible with quarantine is evidently shown by facts! Cause of this terrible flu is unknown! The flu's quickly spreading causes are unknown as well! Even my actual headeache has a totally unknown reason! Evidently, everything is surrounded, in this world, by a very dense blanket of unknown!!! Why??? Who assassinated Kennedy? Who really destroyed World Trade Center? Who provocated this big international financiall crise?! Who're those sheats who don't let scientists to do their work and to find a cure for cancer?!? SABOTAGE!!! Death penalty for them! Mass criminals!!! Dear reader, come and comment about and I'll answer for you in real time! Thank you.
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DAKOTA & ELLE

2009-04-13T00:46:00.007+03:00

TWO FUNNY FANNING'S!

First time when you see them, you catch that glossy shining from their eyes and you think for a moment... "If I'll ever want to have kids, then i'll want to have girls!" and you'll start singing: "Blue eyes... Blue eyes... Like only little girls can have!..." and chorus: "Like only Dak & Elle can have...". Indeed, beauty is a very important attribute of those two very young ladies,

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But not only beauty helped them
to walk far away
in movie business!
Their force did!
Maybe their parents did something
to help them. But
is not totally true!

Seeing Dakota in the summer of 2005, for the first time, performing in drama "I am Sam"(2001), i was very amazed to remark a extremely talented actress! I've never belived that a child of 9 years old can act so well, almost perfect, in front of camera and a scary director yelling: "act!", "cut!", "turn around!", "shut up!", "laugh!", "cry!" or "go scream!"...! Dakota Fanning is a very tender little... Well, big girl now...! And beautifull, and a little genius, and, and, and... Much more! I'm very sure that, at her age, is already prepared to gain many Oscars and her shining star will, soon, rise up above Hollywood boulevard! Go rock and chick Dakota!

See five of Dakota's movies:
I am Sam(2001)
Dr. Seuss The Cat in the Hat(2003)
Hide and Seek(2005)
Push(2009)
Coraline(2009)

Now, on the other hand,

Dakota's little sister, Elle, is a very cute child with beautifull eyes, a sweet little nose and, more important, Elle is a very promising child actress, talented like the whole Fanning family! She's still very young, so, she didn't shown, yet, her big potential, but like I've said, she's only eleven years old and has all the time to show to the world that she is not only just a little bunny and at the perfect time she'll chick the bear and rock box office like her sister did! But, first of all, Elle must not lose her childhood because childhood is the beautiest period from our lives and, when she passes, will never come back again...

ELLE'S WEB PAGE

See three of Elle's movies:
Because of Winn-Dixie(2005)
The Nines(2007)
Phoebe in Wonderland(2009)

So... Elle & Dakota. Dakota & Elle... Everyone has his own pattern in life with his dark or pink ways and only with our parent's advices and with our good friends beside us, we will break those dark rocks who's blocking our exits from hopeless situations!... And now, a big smile and few sweet and sincere words from my mouth to Dakota and Elle Fanning:
Play Elle! Play sweetie...! You too Dakota, till you can, have some childish fun but, take good care of you angel... L.A. destroyed so many lifes in his wild history and will continue to do so...!
All yours...

Diamonds from my life:

2009-04-11T00:39:00.000+03:00

KEEPING MY HEAD UP AND STRAIGHT WALK ON THEIR WAYS

In days like these, full of bad rumors! In to a period of huge disasters and revolutions! In to a hard moment from my existence... When i seek my way in life. When i try to find a motive for my life and when i feel like I've lost every power to laugh and cry!... In such a lost second from biggest astronomical clock, I've found a thanksgiving moment for all my friends and services, to who I'll give, if I'll have, all those little things that I've never had and I've cried for so many hours in my childhood!... I want to cry once again like then, but i can't. It's a penible moment and is for nothing. Time for crying is gone... Now is time for crushing teeths! All my real hopes are destroyed and all my dreams were buried deep and far from any achievement!. It's a perfect start, now, for painfull decisions, for seeking new ideals and for killing demons. But i don't want to turn this post in to a self written reqviem! This was ment to be a thanksgiving list, for nothing and for everything, dedicated to my friends who had the privilege to know me and who were blessed with the very sacred opportunity of being forced to accept me in their communities...! I don't want to be accused of sexual harasement, but if is there any way, for me, to force you more, please lett me know! Ok... And if you, due to a strange miracle, don't know about who i talk about, be gratefull for reading your poor names in this sacred place and rise up every time you read another one, like all good schoolers do in front of their great teachers! Now, you don't want to upset me and will sit down with back straight and crossed legs, with hands under table and so on... I was clear enough for you? Ok! No fsss or psss when you read about:

AMANDA VARE AKA MANZ

You can find her, almost every day, on GritFX blog and from time to time on my blogs, where she has the good, old luck to enter without visa! Amanda Vare is Amanda Vare from the first day when she was borned, twenty and some more years before Twitter, i guess... But doesn't matter! What really matter is that she had the great chance and huge privilege to know me for real! Now, her faith and mine are frozen together on the same history band and posterity will conserv us in dark and cold chambers from Louvre or other notorious museum during all those thousands of centuries who would come to cover our memory with dust and tears... This was, is and will be, Amanda Vare, a great photo artist and designer from Australia!... And now please hide all your little felines, big cats and very big cats because you'll read about a very strange person called:

WAYNE JOHN

You can find Wayne John from time to time on his blog WayneJohn.com where he teache's some people many awkward things like web development or will help others to get out from that hopeless situations where they've got in to with their blogs. Wayne John is Wayne John, is not John Wayne, could be Wang Chon and surely isn't an actor (not even at Bollywood!)! He is the biggest cat lover from world's history and has so many tattoos that he could scare very easily even the blackest cat who will cross, from mistake, her way with he's at any hour from day or night! This is Wayne John and i love him to make him proud! I've just joked! I bet that he's tattoos are very beautiful folks! Ok... Now rise up and make few piruettes and some other jumbo gym stuff, because you'll read about the biggest money maker and shaker from Moon's history and Earth's future, a very strong and healthy character, called by he's respectable and good mother:

GARRY CONN

Nicknamed in childhood "fees spender" and now, at maturity, "market breaker", Garry Conn is ready today to help others to make same mistakes like he did and those may be; to get married, make few kids and a very huge fortune online!... If you want to learn how to be exactly like him, with 9 or 10 bank accounts always full, you can always find Garry in Clarksville, Tennessee or on GarryConn.com! Alright...! These three are my very best friend, but there are many others, good friends of mine! Like those from:
TWITTER

Oh!... Great friends i have on Twitter! See also my friends from:
MYBLOGLOG

And my friends from:
BLOGCATALOG
All yours, Bell

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2009-04-01T18:19:00.004+03:00

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INTERVIEW WITH CARRY GUNN 1

2009-03-29T23:42:00.003+03:00

My friend Garry Conn! This is a parody about his real interviews... I hope he will not be upset! So, let's read the interview!...

Ladies and gentlemans, i have the honor to have here, next by me a very shy guest, a terrific... Money shaker! Adsense guru! Myths breaker! Google's heel and goodfather for many! Secret ideal of all japanese school girls! Ladies and gentlemans, this Molotov cocktail! This old piece of art! Mr. Caaarry Gooonn!!
Carry Gunn: Gunn! It'...
Vanea Al. Bell: Yes, it's a great honor having you here mister Gunn! Now please present your self to my visitors.
Carry Gunn: My name is Carry Gunn and my age is almost equal with 32 unforgettable summers, i'm from Sadville, Teenssaywee and i like to play chess from time to time with my wife to keep me trained! Yes... I work all day long with computer because i am a internet and search engine marketer! Oh, yes! And online publisher!! Oh, my! Very true affirmation!
V. Al. Bell: Wow!
C. Gunn: And that is just not all! I'm expert in making great fees online with Adsense adds! For example... You should start by making your own Adsense account that would look just like mine, after that, take some adds from there and put them somewhere else, preferable in your blog and people that would come inside, seeing those, soon they would start clicking! Is a very simple way to make money this days, i tell you for sure!
V. Al. Bell: Serious?! And who would click on those adds mister Gunn?... I'm curious... People, visitors of your blog who's interested in what is about that particular add?
C. Gunn: I can't answer you for sure... Not really! Let's say that people must be in need too... But i'm thinking... Let's count them! Numero uno should be my wife, then probably my kids... I, from time to time! Few friends of mine, of course, and many others! But we must take good care because are allowed only few clicks per day from same IP...
V. Al. Bell: What type of person is Carry Gunn in day by day life?
C. Gunn: Carry Gunn in day by day light is: a very kind business man! A very happy father for some kids, a tender husband with his wife and more, ...a magicall and fairy, tall, good looking, with a strange dance of his shoulders, when he walks... Well, what can i say more?... ...Cute like a cowboy?... Of course!
V. Al. Bell: Impressive profile!
C. Gunn: Is any doubt?!
V. Al. Bell: Oh, no... No. Mister Gunn, I've heard, these days, that you're selling some outstanding domains at a very low price level! Is that a profitable business or you're just testing the market?
C. Gunn: Mister Bell... Hmmm! Which one, mister Bell? I've tested all long time ago... At 9 years old, mister Bell, i make'd copies after my father's cassettes with Glenn Miller, testing the old market and i must say that came'd out very positive! Few years after, in highschool, I've start to sell already cheap CD's with Elton John at the streets corners, testing with big profit new market! Positive as well! You want more tests?! At 17 years old...
V. Al. Bell: Oh, no! That's enough!... And you were never been caught mister Gunn?...!
C. Gunn: By who mister Bell... Who will gonna stuck his nose between books of a little embrion with big glasses mister Bell?! Maybe his grandmomma... But not even she! Were such profitable moments then... You see what make's the age from us, mister Bell? Turn us from some great innocents in to some little suspicious, old guys mister Bell...
V. Al. Bell: It's so true, that i can really feel all your pain mister Gunn... What will future bring to us my nostalgic friend?... More sadness or some brand new opportunities which about we've never dreamed of?...
C. Gunn: Well, mister Bell... Speak for your self! I'm full of opportunities! I've always had great opportunities around and i catched them all! For example, that from 1992, from Microsoft labs! I was alone for only few seconds and...
V. Al. Bell: Enough! Enough... Mister Gunn, please!
C. Gunn: Anyway... Were so much fun!...
V. Al. Bell: One last question mister Gunn. About your futured plans... What new things will catch your dark imagination in the nearest future, my gothic friend?
C. Gunn: Black thoughts are crossing my mind in this plastic moment like some kind of side effects of a brightful IQ... My futured plans are unique and above any human kind understanding, but I'll share with you a very simple one, to give you a clue about a great power of thinking, quoted by others in their interviews with stormy ovations and unfinished compliments! Well... Google, you know Google, no? Well, Google's location is in Mountain View! So, Mountain View is big!... Well, there are some labs too... They call them Google labs instead of Losted labs... Hehehe!...! Hehe! Hehehe!! Oh!... Hehehehehe!! Sorry! Listen... I was few moths ago in a tripp, in Mountain View and the night came'd over me and was so horrible because i didn't knew the streets or hotels or at list a bar or something and i start searching through that stitchy composition till midnight came'd...! Were some pale lights on the streets, i can't say that weren't, but I've lost my glasses...

INTERVIEW WITH CARRY GUNN 2

2009-03-29T23:38:00.001+03:00

My friend Garry Conn! Who i hope that would not be so upset because of this parody about his reals and good interviews! Garry you're the best web marketer!

Oh! And going and going, talking with my self and going again, something big appeared in front of me... Well, a huge building, i thought! Going closer, i saw six clicking lights, blue, yellow, red, blue, green and red again... Weird stuff! Big hotel!! Come to papa! I said, glad that I've found a place where to put my head of... Well doesn't matter...! They chicked me out, i slept on something warm and soft, but next day i found out that I've managed to enter in Google labs building, and that's a very important thing! Imagine mister Bell! If I've managed to go in without glasses and in the middle of night! Imagine what i can do with my glasses on, in day light!! Of course, during their maintenance, when defence or defensio will be minimum, using my intelligentia and my joy, gaudium or laetitia! Imagine hundreds of millions of dollars in my laptop...!! But, this is one of my secrets mister Bell and I'll keep details for my self.
V. Al. Bell: Suspicious plans you have mister Gunn! Good luck with those and i thank you for this amazing interview! Have a nice day mister Carry Gunn!
Carry Gunn: Was all my pleasure mister Bell! I thank you! Bye...
Vanea Alexander Bell: Bye!...
C. Gunn: Bye...

This interview is in entirely a parody and must be treated like that! Any kind of interactions with reality that may have this, is related only by species, sex and few trade marks of U.S. or some other countries! This is not an extraterrestrial interview! And one more thing! Is a product of my sick imagination.

Diamonds from my mouth: WHY IS SO HARD TO PICK FEW VISITORS FROM ALL THOSE MILLIONS!?!

2009-03-26T23:24:00.000+02:00

In every single second, almost 7000000 boys and girls are hanging out there, somewhere online! How they look like or what is the colour of their eyes, i guess we'll never know, because not all of them are showing their pretty faces, but... I ask my self where they are?... Don't tell me, let me guess... 60% on messenger (Y! mess., Gtalk, Win. Live mess., different chat rooms... etc.), 25% on forums, like WarezBB or vBulletin etc., so, 15%, just 15% of them are smart enough to check what else exists on this exciting dimension called INTERNET... It is like this or my guess is wrong?? I don't know for sure, but i know for sure the fact that only 0,0001% of them have'd ever seen any of my blogs...! And this is just sad enough to upset me for real! I must be more aggressive?! More gentle...? Well... The cow is old enough, for sure, and is so very milky one... But maybe i don't know how to scratch her back or how to grab that trashy breast of her! Don't laugh... I need milk too like any other blog owner! Yeah... Milk... So! Tasty... Well!! Traffic. Search engine traffic, social services traffic. Just dreams! First of all, to obtain an very good and warmy place in Google's top rank, you must use AdWords program! With other cheap words, you must pay...! I have nothing against paying for a good service, but are so many sites out there like:...(they don't deserves to pronunce their url), who are better cotated, after key words, than some good and useful sites like: waynejohn.com, gritfx.com or garryconn.com ! I don't know their tricks, how they can foul search engines, but i'm suspecting something here!...
Few weeks ago i was sitting with my phone in one hand and with other hand typing in Google's search box these words: "how to gain more visitors in your blog". And i found a site, where a very, very polite gentleman, with moustache or without i don't know, anyway, this charming sir writted down there under his thrustful signature a very touching story about an very carefully hiddened secret ment to bring on your blog huge gloats of very excited girls and happy boys from all the corners of internet! ... If this were free, i would want to know his amazing secret from pure curiousity not from other weird reason, but were not, so i forgotted about... But, strange! I'm stil curious to know it! At first i thought that could be some kind of joke mented to make us, bloggers, to scream and to search for our credit card's passwords through all our pockets (by the way, i don't have credit card, so i can't pay online), but, thinking again, i asked my self: "what if he really knows something?" ...and my sleep were pretty much disturbed from that day! What if?!... (...) I look now at my blogs and another question, from thousands, is crossing my mind... How to make those "messenger teenagers" reading blogs??... Imagine that huge traffic coming from them! (...) Now, forgetting about that gentleman with his story, forgetting about social sites and organizations, about search engine optimisation, who said that internet is over charged?! If were so, it means that they should step over my blogs in every single second and to fall over my posts! Some people talks about 6.000.000, others about 7.000.000 people online per second!! But, if is true, where are those internet maniacs?? Are 183.000.000 websites on the world wide web, countering blog's subdomains too, many of them very good as toilet paper! That means remaining of, let's say... 100.000.000 good websites... With 7.000.000 people online per second, that means... 25.200.000.000 per hour and 604.800.000.000 people daily online!! Wow!!! Well... I want only 100 per day on my blogs and I'll be extremely happy!... Of course, are not all explorers, many of them are stucked in one favourit place and they don't care about some other places, but stil... (...)
Paid advertising, i think, is not a solution these days... You will lose more money than you'll ever winn from those few visits gained! Same results you'll have if you go on some forums and try placing there few free announces, but don't go on WarezBB! I was there and i posted my free announce in the forum section "link's heaven" and i was banned for that even if i was absolutely correct! Go on some other forums and chat rooms and try your luck! I'll start to do that because another solution i can't see right now! Wish me luck... And if you know some kind of secret about how to increase my blog's traffic untill explodes and you want to share it for free, please, let me know!...

Diamonds from my mouth: LOST BETWEEN MIRRORS...

2009-03-26T23:20:00.000+02:00

Anxiety, fear of crows... Things that's killing your nervs...! (...)
I always like to sleep in the night with my face to the wall! Because the wall, for me, always represented a frontiere through what, only i, could pass in to a speciall magicall place from my imagination... The wall had, in my childhood, and still has now, for me, something strange and pleasant in the same time and behind him I've always found an extraordinary and infinite source of love and warmest feelings! My girlfriend still is, today, trapped behind that wall... My entire life is trapped behind that wall, i could say!... Perhaps that's why it is so hard for me to get out from my room... Because only in the dark of my room, i really can feel that i'm actually alive somehow...! I don't think that i suffer of some kind of psychological disorder... All my angels are living only behind my bedroom's wall and they're so helpful against all demons who're surround me in my darkest nights and important is that i'm not completely alone through those painful moments...! It feels so good when, in the evening, i go to bed, i turn my face to the wall and suddenly i am somewhere else and i know that i'll feel her hugs and kisses again even if "she" is just a quilt or pillow, like an "doctor" said...! It is very real for me and she make's the crows to go away, and that's important! Crows! Who they are? For me, the crows, are those unidentified flying objects who's crossing my mind, trying to kill my little and fragile order! Without that little universe of mine i wouldn't be today here, blogging... That kept me alive through extremely hard moments!... I'm not really an psychologist, but, i knew how to protect my mind during three depressive crisis. And crows were there and so many...
Cra, cra, cra, they've yelling, cra, cra, cra!
- Crrra...! Above my house's roof... - Crrra...! Crrra...! Crrra...! Above my soul, like the voice of the future... Then the little child starts to scream... - Heelp me!! Heeelp!!!
And it break's my heart! But i couldn't and i'll never can help him... Cause he is lost between mirrors and can't find that real something who can touch him for real! That real, slowly touch full of comfort... ...and i'm afraid that i'll never be able to help him!... And, someday, maybe, the crows will just be too many. bb

Diamonds from my mouth: LOVE! (...) LOVE! (...) LOVE! (...) LOVE IS ALL YOU NEED!

2009-03-26T23:17:00.000+02:00

One little something
made by me with
my phone... Like it?

Well... Sit down everybody and listen, without noises, what i have to say, but, wait just a sec. to finish my chocolate. Hmmm... (...) Well! Once upon a time, before, when i've just started to see my self living all my dreams and to see my ex living nightmares becoming my new dreams and all that, when all the aliens from 19 planets were Twitter users long time before computer's invention on earth, then i was thinking about writing a post, on my blog, about my naughty wishes! Well... Here they are, written down, after long hours of expectations and sabotage...
MY SWEET, SWEET DREAMS... (And sweet home Alabama, but, that's another story.)
My dream number one is: to have a home of my own and few kids someday, soon as possible! Why? What a funny question!... Because i want to fill a place, one place of mine, with all my love kept inside so many years! To surround something and someone with this huge quantity of love!
My dream number two is: (beats please...) To make all Twitters, all mybloglog users, all Blogger comrades and all other service users like blogcatalog, to love me and to accept me how i am and, not in the last, to accept my love for them! Why? What a beautiful question!... Because! That's why... No. I'll tell you. Because i need to know how it feels like been loved!... All of us needs his daily portion of love and always was something, to make me loose all my little portions... But now i'm tired of being nothing and i'll start to fight for my portion of love! Yea! So... Prepare you all for an big raid, an air strike with rockets filled with love...
My dream number three is to make my blogs earning each of your visits! To reward you somehow for showing me your blogging support... It's hard for me to do that because i have nothing material, to make an contest for you, but, i'll try, someday in the future, to reward you one way or another! Showing your blogging support for me, you show your respect and admiration for Google Blogger, Wordpress or other blogging service who give'd us the possibility of rising our voices on the internet without spending a dime and what is more valuable than that?! Following me you show that you're human! That you are an very big goodware, a little but important piece of internet's mechanism! You're showing also your gratitude for social services like: StumbleUpon, FaceBook, Twitter, MyBlogLog, BlogCatalog and others without who i'll be much less, more little and unknown... You'll be...! I hope that i convinced you now how important you all are for me!...
My dream number four is to have the possibility, someday, to visit few of my favorite places from earth like: Australia, Indonesia, Carribe zone or U.S. ... etc. ! To be an traveller, searching for a place, that place from his dreams... Always searching for that touching place and always leaving with broken heart, letting behind one little seed of his soul... This is an very expensive dream... So...
My dream number five is to have at list 100 visitors in my blog Sunday, 1 March! Why? Because Sunday is my birthday, people! Hahaha... It's impossible, i know! But, with this occasion, i want to thank you all for your wishes of health and long life! :-) Yeah... So, my friends, are two more dreams of mine left, but are the most important! Dreams number six and number seven. First is, to remain an healthy person untill i'll finish all my 100 years of living on this earth! and second is, to be happy forever and ever! I mean, to have three kids and an baby angel half devil... ;-) beside me!... That's all my dreams my lovely fellows. Well, now close your ears, take your shoes, umbrellas and the ball with candyes from my table and go to your sits! I wait for you next time when i'll tell you so much about what i don't like on this world!. Thanks for your listenings! bb

Diamonds from my mouth: ALL YOU NEED IS LOVE! BLAH... (...), BLAH... (...), BLAH... (...)...

2009-03-26T23:08:00.000+02:00

i've lost my cat
on Faceboook...
if you see her
... Tell her to
come home...

Are days like this when i take a good look around me and i ask my self, 'how i couldn't done that?!' or 'what is the purpose of doing that?...' or just 'how can i do such mistakes and omissions without knowing?!'. Well... I think it's all because of my very big nose and very low... Level of oil... What i like, what i dislike, what i dream, my opinions about everything and all my opinions about nothing are listed bellow with all explanations about...:
WHAT I LIKE:
1. I like kids ~ i like them because they know, with their innocence, how to brake your soul or, i just like them because i am 26 years old and my paternal instincts are on... I don't know, but, i love them so much!
2. I like hugs and kisses... ~ probably because i was never hugged or kissed... And i so need them! You don't belive that? I have no reasons to lie. I was never hugged or kissed. That's it... But i'll love to be someday!...
3. I like Lotus flowers... ~ Oh, yes... I like them! Probably because make's me to dream! I never saw Lotus flowers in reality, only in pictures, but i so like them...!
4. I like everything is sweet including your eyes! ~ kakes, cookies, chocolate... Oh! Angels of sugar! Sugar free? Hmm... No!.
5. I like the summer with her tropical evenings and nights... ~ i love the summer...! I live in province, in to an village and summer nights here are like magic! All the birds singing in the forest on the dreaming hills and lightenings in stormy nights... Living in the city, you can't feel or see something like that! It's magnificent! I can't wait for the summer...! (Sorry southern hemisphere, but i hate coldness)...
6. I like powerful storms! ~ especially supercells! Hail supercells are my supreme poems! And their grand appearances are offering me an great view upon the terrible fight between ice and fire, between life and death! In to an cumulonimbus cloud ice and fire are playing an almost sensual dance together! An dance full of powerful emotions and because of that i like to be one little storm hunter every summer!
7. I like cats and birds. ~ all the cats, birds, only predators like vulture, acvilla, condor... etc. . I like dogs too! My dog and my cats are sleeping together! I could say even that they play and eat together! I like my little companions, but i don't exaggerate with my emotions for them! For example i never kiss an animal because i could swallow a lot of hair doing that!
8. I like to winn good friends... (i'm not succeding) ~ maybe because i'm alone and i never had real friends or sisters and brothers. I lived without father too from the age of three, so, was no one there, all my life, to teach me how to make and select my friends or how to live with people around me without upseading them!...
9. I like to spy... Hihihi!... With my binocular... Lol! Don't tell anyone! I'm kidding, of course... Lol!
10. I like and love a speciall girl... But she don't want to recognize that she love's me too...! She said that she don't but she also sent me many times smileys... So, i don't know what to belive anymore! Girls are unpredicteable...
11. I'll like you to follow my blog. ~ don't cost you anything to follow me... I follow many blogs and when i have time and i see something interesting or funny, i read them too...! So, come on... Show your pretty face here!
And i like two more things... But, are kept secret until 2071 when will be exposed to the wide public and then, you can make an written declaration like how much you need to see my whole list of pleasures and they'll show you my secrets, but only those marked by me... ;-) Sooo... In the next post i'll write about things that i don't like and about my dreams... Now go everyone back to your sits and come again tomorrow morning to read my next written pearls and diamonds! Bye! belldeblue

Diamonds from my mouth: LIVING WITH MY LIFE IN MY SUMMER DREAM

2009-03-26T23:03:00.000+02:00

picture by Manz

I woke up... Strange! My bed is empty. The sun is losing one of his first golden marks on my blue window like a present of his earlyer run, straggling around waywes of ten thousand degrees... Nice... I ask my self, how many will be in the afternoon?!... Oh... How beautiful life is!... Such a pleasant warm! Such a cute day... Such a!... Such a! Such a!!
- Hey brothers! Sisters! Wake up!! It's summer, family!
- Shut up b.!... Come back to sleep, is only seven...
- Joe! Angie! Manz!... Wayne. Ellie... M@dy, my baby...
- You're dreaming stup... brother. I'm your only family...
- No! You're not!...
- God!
Few something ago...
...Straggling around my world waywes of ten thousand degrees...
- Alex! Alex... Wake up brother! M@dy is here... Your love is here!
- Whm...?
- I'm Angie, your sister! Hahaha! You remember me?
- Hey, he is such a lazy! Let's beat him with pillows...!
- Yeah...! Come on!. (Puff! Blow! Cromb! Stumb! Crash!)
- Hey! Auch...! Oh! Jesus! Christ! Stop! Ok! Ok... I'll come, now! You, little aliens! I'll teach you how healthy, run can be...!
- Ellieee! Rruuun!...
- Hahaha!!... Oh, God!... Hahaha...
- Ups! Good morning, Alex... What's with this yellings?!
- Manz! Good indeed sis! You have some speciall plans for today sis?...
- Why, my beautiful brother...?
- Because i wanted to invite you in to a photo adventure with nature! Your photos are always the best Manz! And i know how much you love photo sessions...
- Thanks Alex, but, you know... All angels with entire heaven are here, visiting us and, maybe, they might have some other plan with you, baby... ;-)
- M@dy? I heard! So? She likes little family trips...
- Be serious... You and her kissing each other and i framing you for next generation's anatomy lessons... Hahaha!
- Hahaha!
- Go!... Crazy geek!
After 15,36 seconds...
- Hi! Good mor...
- Hi, bye!
- Wayne! Wayne... You're busy?
- Very!
- And whe...?
Web development! Such a terrible occupation! I told him to take it easy, but... He will need a lots of vitamines with extract of Ginkobiloba and Lecitine, very soon... What a sweet family i have! And here it is... My little brother Joe...! Eating icecream in living room... On the sofa!!
- Hello Rubick cube... Lett me kiss you!
- Heeelp!!
- ...I love you too!... (?)
I call him Rubick cube because he can resolve such a cube in ten seconds...! With three seconds faster than me! I'm joking! Lol! I need several minutes to do that... Oh boy! Trusting innocents.
Is ten a clock already!?
- Angie!... Angie!
- What?
- Hey sweetie... Where is M@dy?
I bet she is at Versailles, cutting roses...
- Is in the garden with Manz.
I told you so! :-)
- Angie... my charming princess!
- Yea, my sweet prince...
- What do you think about a family ride, today?
- To the Moon or Mars? :-)
- Through the valley of dreams... :-S On our hills, of course! Come on to tell to the others! (...) And here she were all this time, when i cryed for her...
- Hey... I'll crush you in my arms...! I missed you! I love you so much...! Please cover your eyes or i'll die... You're so beautiful! Lett me kiss you again and again and forever again!... Oh... Love!
- So sweet... I... I think i'll cry...
- Hm... Come Ellie! We're gonna leave them alone...
- No! I want to stay here with them...
- Ellie. Angie, please take your sister and go to play.
- No Manz. We all must to do something today! Let's take a family ride sis! Please... You, me, M@dy, Angie, Ellie, Joe and we'll call Wayne! Maybe he will come to...
- Oh Alex... Ok! I'll go inside then to take some useful stuff... You call whole family, ok?
- Don't forgett the camera! Maybe, some storms will come today, so will take some outstanding photos! What do you think M@dy? It's nice to have a happy family or what?!
- Yes! I love family trips! Especially with choppers or ATVs!
- We'll take our Jeep. It's big enough and good for country roads! Oh... I'm so happy, baby...! All family in garage!!
...........................................
- Give me some space... Oh...!
- Wow! You're wild...
- Hahaha! That was wild for you?!... Take this!
- Oh, no! No...! Oh...
- Yes!
- Yes, yeah... That i wanted to say...! Yes!!
I woke up... Strange! My bed is empty. The sun is losing one of his first golden marks on my blue window, like a present of his earlyer run and straggling around my world waywes of ten thousand degrees...

In this dream all names were suddenly changed by faith... belldeblue

Diamonds from my mouth: WHY ARE YOU SO CUTE?

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It's hard... Very hard to me, just to write few words! Because i must censore my own work... I hope you understand why. And is hillarious! And painful as well... No one knows the true mining of my own words! For example, if i say that i love a child, and i do love them all, and this particular child is not mine, all parenting associations will call me '...' ! (...) When Michael Jackson declared that he sleeped with kids, almost all call'd him pedophile! But wait a minute! Since when sleep mean's sex?! Many parents don't deserve their own kids and God give'd them kids... But why?! And many others simply can't have or can't start a family from different reasons, but they really need to have and deserve to have! You may now say: "like you for example!". Yes, like me for example! Do you know how much a child can help you to fight with depression?! You have no idea! Because they are naturally cute and kind... And they know to cheer you up! Yes! For some reasons i can't have kids! But i need them so much! So i love them all, cause all are the same! Could someone tell's me that i'm wrong? That is wrong to love someone else's kids? Tell me now! Post your comment! And could you answer why is required to be married when you want to make an adoption?
- Someone, please, find a wife for my brother!...
- Shut up, B.! - It's not funny at all! Many parents deserve's death penalty! They mutilate and rape their own little and innocent kids!... And another one's sell their kids to criminals and molesters! The law is corrupted, is unfair and is too objective! And why is forbidden to adopt kids if you are single parent? I see every day, parents who lett their childrens alone at home, without protection or food! And many others send kids on the streets to make money for them! Sad... Very sad...! And i'm a pedophile if i smile to a child in park!!... And his mother tell's him to look in another part! In 70% from cases that stranger is in their homes! Monsters hidden in the locker from your child's room! That i have'd to tell you and i hope you know me better now because i'm so tired of stupidity and world's falsity!... This was the stone from my heart. Bell

Diamonds from my mouth: A LITTLE WEDGE FOR EVERYONE

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...I ask my self, how a human angel looks like...
I have'd a dream... I dreamed a pearson, white dressed, who came'd to me and told me: "I have three kids and all three are give'd for adoption", "i want you to adopt them!". I asked: "why do you give them for adoption? Where their parents are?" He answered: "Their parents don't deserve them, that's why!" "But i am single and the law don't gives me the right to adopt kids!" I sed. "Don't worrye, i have the power to change the law!" He replyed.
- "But how i'm gonna raise three little kids?"
- "I'll help you!"
- "Who are you?"
- "I am nobody and all that you can and cannot see! My home is your soul! My ways are the darkest rouds of your mind! I learn with furry all that you want to forgett and i learned, more things than all those like you will ever learn, long time before you all learned how to learn! I learned to fly between, through, in and outside! All happened's because i want to! All will stop because i want to! All will restart because i want to and you will take those kids because i want to!" I sed, "Ok..." and i woked up!... ...And i saw that all was just a poor dream... But the question remains! This could be just an creation of my brain?... I must go and ask Dr. Freud...?:) Maybe this was just a normal dream like all dreams, but in my nights from childhood i have'd more weird dreams... Some of them extremely weird, other ones just with an strange message like this one which i remember of:
I was sitting on the edge of an chaos between two mountains, (call it in english), and i was so scared (fobia) and a pearson appeared and told me: "You are afraid of high places but all the mountains, someday, will call you Majesty! That's why you are here, to look up and see the top of your futured highness!."
I have'd that dream at the age of nine or ten. I'm so afraid of high's and i don't go up more than three meters! So... When i woked up from that dream my heart beated so fast and i was so happy to know that all was just a dream...! (...) I was such a beautiful child...! But now, cigarettes... Go to http://www.belldeblue.blogspot.com and see my pictures. I look so old at 25 years old... (...) That is the problem with my dreams... Now lett's return to reality and to tell you something about the last two days... It's much, much warm now, because an west European cyclon came'd to help us! You know the problem with russian gas!... This russians are so perverts! They sell the gas to us at double price compared with the price pay'd by germans or hungarians and cut deliveryes when they want! To show us their power, because our country is an U.S. allied... I dont know why is so much evilness in Russian empire...! And this ugly big world financial crise is also here to bother us! I'm so scared of it! I hope, every single night, that when i wake up next morning i will realise that all was just a dream... A weird scary dream... Bye, world!

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SEE ME

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See me please... But i must warn you that i'm not mister Europe!

When i was just a little boy...

ABOUT ME

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VANEA ALEXANDER BELL

Age: 26 years old.
Sex: Male.
Sexuall orientation: hetero.
Religion: Straight religion.
Eyes color: Grey deep.
Height: 57 kilograms.
Highness: 1,75 meters.
Hair color: Brown.
Skin color: White.
Face form: oval.
Body form: too athletic.
Butt form: small to middle.
Nose: a little big.
Lips type: sensual.
Date of birth: first day from March, 1983.
I love a girl with: any hair color, but to be short, any eye color, any skin color, a big intellect, Sensual lips, small butt, a tatto on arm, some piercings if is possible and a girl with a strong character! Could be lesbian too! I have nothing against sexuall minorities! This is all i can tell you about ME .

Contact Me

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If you ever want to contact a gorgeous person like me, you need only to read this section and your dream will come true! So, :
Numero uno: My name was, is, and will be always: in romanian, Vasile Bell and in russian, Vanea Bell ! I like Alexander too, so this becamed my second prename.
Numero 2: My full address is: Paucea, number 134, comuna Blajel, judet Sibiu, Romania, postal code 557051 .
Numero 3: My phone number is: +40740488713 .
Numero 4: My e-mail address is: belldeblue at gmail dot com .
Numero 5: My blog's addresses are: http://www.belldeblue.blogspot.com and http://www.bb-bell.blogspot.com . You can contact me to tell me hi or to tell me i love you, you chose! Bye...